Monday, May 19, 2014

I don't understand.

There are so many things that I don't understand, especially lately.. in fact, more than I'm willing to admit and I'm kind of struggling with it. I suppose that it will all work itself out. Right? If not, it will just drive me insane and I will blog from the mental institution.  Woot!

So when I came across Erin's "I just don't understand" post and she mentioned some fellow Bloggers were starting this little "trend", I thought I would borrow the idea. XOXO!

I don't understand why every single time we decide to go to the Beach, no matter what time it is (Sunday it was around 3pm), the bridge is jam packed with people like Jesus is coming or something. It was stupdenous and such a waste of time.

I don't understand why Big Lots is so addicting (like Dollar General- ugh).  I could literally spend hours there and hundreds of dollars. It's not that all of the products are top notch and fancy but they have great bargains and cool stuff. (Just don't ever buy hair dye-- it's not worth it*)

I don't understand why I can't seem to keep most foods down lately yet I'm not losing weight.  You would think that if I'm puking most of the very few bites of food I consume up-- that I would be losing weight.  Yeah.. not so much.  Hashtag what gives.

I don't understand why it's so difficult to get a decent photo with Rob. Either I look horrible and he's being photogenic or vice versa. I basically had to threaten his life the other day in order for him to stand still and get this photo and I didn't like how it turned out. Granted, we just decided last minute to head over to a local beach.. it really was such a beautiful day and I'm thrilled that he let me take the photo and I actually smiled!

I don't understand why there's never anything good on TV in the evenings. I'm not interested in the majority of silly sitcoms and it seems that most of the networks are filled with stupid stuff. The Food Network reruns the same ol' stuff-- really.. Diners, Drive-ins, & Dives can only be seen SO many times. And tonight I literally cried when watching a lamb be caught and skinned on Bizarre Foods. We've pretty much watched all there is to view on Netflix.. can someone please call them and tell them they need to come out with new stuff and speed up the process on Orange is the New Black Season Two?!? Thanks!

I don't understand when I am ever going to feel happy with myself! -230lbs lbs later and I still see myself as this huge, fat bastard and I hate it.  Plastic surgeons have told me that in order to "fix" the issues that bother me, I would require surgery for resolve stuff. What really bothers me is my tummy. I had a tummy tuck in 2006 and two months after (before I could even stand up straight and had my drains removed) I flipped my car six times and was ejected over 50ft into a tree-- this shredded every muscle in my stomach left me with a pooch.  I hate this.  It makes me feel fat and post pardum.  UGwhich H!

I don't understand why it's so difficult to pick Blackberries! I've got lovely stickers in my fingers now but I had so much fun getting them-- despite the cuts and scrapes I've got on my legs! I ate a few by themselves but Rob made some cupcakes and mixed them in.. he said they were delish!  I can't wait to go and get blueberries off my Sister's trees.  She's has SO many and they are yummy!

I don't understand how everyone isn't head over heels in love with Levi like I am. He's so precious and loving. I can't stnad to be away from him and my heart just aches when I am. He's such a good little baby.  I will never understand how or why people don't love puppy dogs like little babies.

What don't you understand?


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